Tuesday, September 21, 2010

The Tests Begin

Yes, it has been a long time since I updated. Summer was busy! Before I start updating on the Drug Trial I have joined, let me inform you of my summer.

As you know I work at a pool store. Summer is always busy but I did get to enjoy some fun time; including 4th of July up in Oscoda, camping at Kevin's cabin and vacation in Alaska! It was fun, however I experienced a relapse 4 days before we left. I could nto go get the steroid drip so as of today I have very little feeling in my left arm. Made catching fish difficult! I tried in between my bouts of nausea and making my own chum!

Summer is over now so hopefully the stress will lessen and cause me to heal. I am still experiencing the nerve damage in my right eye so I still have the prism to correct my vision. I am driving quite a bit now but long distances and night time are still out. Frustrating the hell out of Rodney but he is coping.

Now, onto the Trial. This last week was full of Dr.'s appointments. I saw 6 different doctors last week.

My week started with meeting Louise, the head of the trial. She went over everything so I knew what I was getting myself into. I signed pages and pages of paperwork. I have a 8 in 9 chance of getting the bill and 1 in 9 of the placebo. Surprisingly diahrrea is not an issue that can happen with the pill. After I met with her I had to take a Neurology exam by "blind doctor" Dr. Visser. Blind does not mean blind but he didn't know me from Jane and could make a non-prejudice exam on me. He had the bedside manner of a piece of wood.

That takes me to Friday. I had 4 tests to take.

I started with a CT scan, never had one but it was quick and painless! There are times when I had to hold my breath so they could take pictures of my lungs.

Test #2 was a Pulimary test. That is where I get to sit in a box and breathe into a tube. That took about 45 minutes. Many of the exercises were repeated so she could get a good sample. I have great lung function!

Test #3 I'm not really sure what it all was. It was at the Opthomologist. Best part of that was the lady who brought me back had dark purple Chucks! She put the drops into my eyes to dialate them then left me in the doc's office. It was about 45 minutes later when the dr. showed up! Pretty sure I took a nap. He took some pics of my eyes then I was done, what a waste of time!

Test #4 was my fav, MRI time! Luckily they only took 4 pictures. However it took them awhile to figure out my IV. The tech who was in charge had never put in an IV. I needed the IV because they could not move me once I got into the machine. The IV was easier to inject the dye in. That only last 45 minutes!

Once those tests were done, we headed to the Cantina for dinner & margaritas. We needed them!

Monday was another day at the Doctor's. I had to get a couple of item attached to my body to check my heart rate and other body functions. I got those little sticky things with wires like they give you with an EKG. Had to leave that on for 24 hrs. Took it off this morning! It was a bitch to sleep last night. At the same time she put what looks like a huge bandaid on my boob. It measures my heart rate. I have to leave that on until Thursday. I have a little receiver I have to have within 30 ft of me at all times. Looks like a huge beeper. It blinks a green light so dark colored clothes at work.

My last exam as preliminary stuff is Thursday. I have to go to the dermotologist. Just gonna check my skin and will check it again once I am done with the trial to make sure nothing weird is going on with my skin.

Tha is it for now. My next big appt is Oct 4. We go over my results than set up the day to take the first pill. If I looked at the schedule correct, after my first dose I may have to spend a few days at the doctor's office all day!!! Boring!

If you have any questions let me know. I will update more often. Peace!

Friday, April 30, 2010

Double Vision Cure?

Ok I said I wasn't going to do this until next week but today had a great ending! I had to go and gwe my annual check up with the Eye Dr. I told him about the Double Vision and he brought out these magical prisms that when put over my right eye the double vision went away!

I have a nerve issue with my right eye that is causing the double vision. I had a feeling that it was the right eye because when I put the eye patch over the left eye I had some bad balance.

So back to the magical prisms! After he did my regular eye exam he explained to me how the prisms can help with the double vision. He believes that the nerve issues should get better so we are getting me a little stick on prism for my glasses. It costs about $30 and will stick onto my right side of my glasses.

So that sucks that I have to keep wearing my glasses since I have practically lived in my contacts contacts for the last 10 years! But hey I will be able to drive and feel normal!

I get my magic prism stick on hopefully next week so only a few more days of having my wonderful hubby drive me around. I know he is getting sick of going to the grocery store!

If my vision is to get better the magic prism will cause me to get double vision again and I can get it removed. If it is to stay I may have to get a special pair of glasses that will have a permanent prism in my glasses. Those cost a lot and I am not really sure if it is covered under my Insurance. It should since it is a part of my disease.

On a side note.... Thanks to the eye patch I found out my favorite delivery driver, Ron, has had MS since 2001. He has issues with his right eye as well and that was how he found out he had MS. I finally know someone personally who has the same disease as I do. He offered his love and understanding. Thanks Ron!

I will blog about what happens after the appt. with the Neurologist on Monday. We got the MRI results back and everything looked good but I still think I am going to talk to her about the trial. If I have to keep doing the shots I will.

Thursday, April 8, 2010

3rd Flare Up & More

Hi everyone! This is going to be the easiest way to get everything out.

This post needs to begin around my Birthday! As you may have know I turned 30 on March 25. I decided to celebrate with many of my friends with a hockey game and a little get together afterwards. We partied hard! Apparently I partied too hard because I got my first cold of the year that following Tuesday. I thought I was quite lucky this year. Hadn't gotten sick at all this winter. My luck would let me get sick when it was 80 degrees out! I took it easy last week, even had to stay home for Rodney's 31st bday celebration last Saturday. Was sleeping by 10:30 pm on Saturday, lovely!

I was feeling better on Monday, still a little snotty but not sneezing and had bad congestion. I thought I was on the mend. Wrong! Tuesday came around and when I went to go get my emailing done for work I was finding it hard to concentrate on the screen, like I am now, but figured it was still the congestion. Drove home that day and noticed my depth perception was off. I was supposed to drive to The Score for Rodney's b-day Dinner. He was 31 that day! Had to have our friend Ken drive instead. I didn't want to put anyone's life at stake. I will call the Dr. in the morning to see if maybe I have an ear infection.

I was always susceptible to Ear Infections growing up. I have small ear canals and they are slightly twisted. They were so small I could not get Tubes in my ears. :( So Wednesday morning I call my PCP (Primary Care Physician) to get the Ear Infection ruled out. I had an idea in the back of my head that this was probably MS related but I need to get everything checked out.

Drove to work on Wednesday, no change. Had an appt set up for 3:15 that day and as I was driving home I noticed I had double vision. I was already driving slow due to the depth perception but this was making it worse! Nothing like seeing 2 semi-trucks coming your way and not knowing exactly where it is. So saw my PCP and she ran all the necessary tests. No Ear Infection, a little fluid, but unfortunately she says it is another flare up. Normally the office requires you turn your cell off but she allowed me to use it to call my Neurologist immediately. She put me on driving restriction except to get home safe. Luckily the PCP office is close to home.

Hello today! Due to the restriction I need rides everywhere. I hate it! My mom and little cousin Julia took me to the Neurologist. My regular Dr. is on Spring Break this week so I get to see his RN, Louise. She confirms this is another relapse. Lots to figure out now.

I am currently doing a 5 day IV drip of steroids to get the eye issues taken care of. The meds can fix me up soon or could take me a few weeks to get back to normal. Louis put me on work restriction due to the double vision. It would be very difficult for me to work. I can't concentrate for long periods of time. This blog is taking quite awhile due to the fact that I need to look away often to keep the screen from moving.

So my weekend will be filled with IV drips. I only had to do 3 days last time in October but since eye sight is more important than the numbness of limbs we are hitting it hard! Due to the fact that I am still getting over an illness the IV may have some adverse effects. It could actually cause my body to increase the symptoms of my cold. I may end up in Emergency this week or next if things get bad.

So the IV treatments are no big deal at this point. I actually was tired today and took a nap when I got back from lunch and running my errands. Louise prescribed me a sleeping pill because this next week is going to be hard for me.

So now that you are updated on that let me bring you up to something else. This would be my 3rd relapse since Feb 2009. That is not good. When I had the last one in October I had to get an MRI. That showed that there was no more lesions and we had decided to stick to my Rebif treatment. The Rebif, if it was working for me, would slow my relapses to 2-3 every 3 years. Well 2 in 1 year is not good. So going in for another MRI on Wednesday. I am going to have to switch my meds.

I have a follow up in 3 weeks with Louise to look over the MRI and to talk about the new meds. She also drew some blood today to see if my Vitamin D levels are good and if I need to start taking a supplement. Vitamin D is what we get from the sun. Since we don't get tons of sun here in MI people are more susceptible to MS. Not to mention my body has never dealt well with the sun. SPF 60 here I come! I will know more then.

So now I need to decide what is going to be the next plan of action. I have 3 options.

1. Switch meds to Copaxone. It is another Interferon like the Rebif I am taking. However I need to inject everyday! Louise thinks that if the Rebif is not working it may not do any better.

2. Get myself involved in a new drug trial. They are working on a pill form to help reduce flare ups and lesions. I would be involved in a 3 month trial which would include lots of testing like more MRIs, urine tests, blood tests and many other tests. All these tests would be paid by the Drug company sponsoring the trial. During the 3 months I may be on the actual pill or a placebo like most trials. After the 3 months I would continue to be on the pill and more than likely have more tests.

3. The last option is Tysabri. This is an IV infusion that I would take once a month. This is not an Interferon like most of the drugs. It is an antibody. It inhibits my White Blood cells from getting into my brain and attacking nerves. This would be the last plan of attack. It has 1 big draw back that happen to about 1 in 1000 people. It can cause PML or progressive multifocal leukoebcephatlopathy ( I hope I spelled it right!). It is a rare brain infection that can cause death or sever disability. There is no treatment, prevention or cure for PML. So MS would be the least of my worries. I need to do more research on this drug but leaning more towards no..... The Tysabri should only be used for 2 years.

So without doing a ton of research yet, my eyes can't handle it, I am leaning more towards the trial. Yes it will take some time out my life. The first day I take the meds I need to be at the Dr.office all day for testing! But I want to do more research on everything.

When I first got diagnosed I thought no big deal but I guess I need to re asses that. I appreciate everyone reading this and thanks for letting me get it off my chest. When I got for my 3 week check up I will put up another post and let everyone know what the deal is.

Love you all!

Saturday, October 24, 2009

6 Month Check Up

So I just went for my 6 month check up with the Neurologist. While I was there lots happend!

1. I walk in the door and he asks if I have gotten my flu shot yet. Well no, so I am on a mission to get the H1N1 flu shot when it becomes available. I am a perfect candidate to get it. Under 34 and I have an Autoimmune disease. So I got my regular Flu Shot today and now will call & bug the Health Dept until they get their doses in. I also just found out that one of my co-worker's kid has it so I have to be extra careful. He may not have any symptoms but he may be caring it.

2. I told him that I have had 2 relapses since July. One of them is still pretty prevalent, I was quite scared of doing the Steroid treatment due to all the side effects. He says my left hand may never recover it may always have the tingling. Only time will tell. The most recent one started 2 weeks ago Tuesday. It is all over numbness. The only thing right now that is not numb is the right arm & my head. So he recommended that I get the Steroid treatment! Yeah! It consists of 3 days for an hour.

3. Steroid treament is a biotch! My first was on Friday morning before work. I sat for an hour with an IV hooked up with 100 mg, I think, of Solumedrol and a saline mix. While it was happening was no big deal, what's another needle when I get to inject myself 3 times a week anyways. So they insert the IV but instead of leaving the needle in there is a pvc tube that is left in my arm. Not sure why they use that vs the needle but it definitely is not as sore. After effects were all day. At first it was hot sweats (now I know what it is like to go through the change) where I was peeling off clothing because I was sweating so bad even though it was freezing! I got lots of energy which was great. Got lots done! The night however was terrible. Rodney & I tried a new place, Wing Heaven (awesome BTW). Well the combo of the wings & the drugs has kicked in some major heartburn! We were basically out of Pepto so I tried the good ol Rolaids, did nothing. To make things worse I couldn't fall asleep my heart was beating way too fast! So as I am laying awake @ 2 am I almost made a late night trip to Meijer for Pepto. Toooo Lazy! Got about 3 hours of sleep last night with no outlook of rest for the day. I went for Trip #2 this morning. So far not too bad. Heartburn still going! Stopped @ Meijer stocked up on Pepto, Tums & Sleeping Aids. Big Griffins game tonite & a house warming party. Can't drink so Mrs. DD to your service. Tomorrow is the final dose. Going to a movie with Sarah and hitting the grocery store. Hoping I can get some rest before the work week begins. Very glad that I decided to get these doses during the weekend or there would be sheer hell @ work I think.

4. Finally, MRI #3 for the year on it's way! Due to the fact that I have had 2 relapses in the last 6 months, the Neurologist wants another MRI to see if my Rebif is doing what it should be. Could just be a fluke I am getting them so close together; stress, etc.... The average is 1.6 relapses per year. I am still taking the Rebif he wants to look at the scan first to see if I have any new lesions. That should hopefully happen sometime next week.

So MS sux if you didn't know. I am living everyday though. Had a few bad days last week but I am feeling better, except for this damned heartburn! I will update once I get some news about my MRI and hopefully by then I will be anti- H1N1. :) Thanks for all the support to my friends & family. This is going to be a long battle and I am glad you are all here for me in your prayers, thoughts and kind words.

Friday, July 10, 2009

First Relapse

Hello everyone!

Been awhile since I posted but much hasn't been going on.

We went up North to Oscoda to see the In Laws and relax kith Kevin & Lauren. Before I went up I noticed that my left hand when I would wake up was very numb. It went away after a few hours so I thought nothing of it. Went the whole weekend the same way. However when we were heading home I started noticing other parts of my body falling asleep quickly.

Well I guess I am having my first relapse since starting Rebif! The medication is not designed to keep me from getting them ever or shortening them but reducing how many I have had. I would say one in an almost 6 month period is pretty good.

I am lucky that is is only in my left hand/arm. It started at the fingers and has now worked it's way up to my shoulder. It is making it difficult to type! Thank goodness for Spell check. Real lucky it has not gotten into the right hand or I would be really fucked! (Knock on wood)

Not sure how long it will last. Will have to wait and see. When I had my first bout it took almost 2 months to fully recover from the side numbness. The left fingers are the worst. They are numb/tingly but will start to feel painful if I type much longer.

Just figured I would update anyone that cares and this is a good way to keep a Journal of any relapses for myself. Will keep you updated if anything else happens. Pretty tired most days, can barely stay awake to watch the 11 o'clock news most nights.

Still too good to start collecting Disability Insurance and still haven't gotten the Handicap sign for my car yet. Maybe with the new one!

Have a good one!

Saturday, April 11, 2009

First Post

Hey everyone!

I told you that I would start a blog about my adventures now that I have been diagnosed with MS. So I finally had some time to do so. Rodney is out playing Rock Band with some friends and I needed to catch up on laundry and Days of Our Lives so now is a perfect time!

So for you who don't know. I was diagnosed with MS (Multiple Sclerosis) a little over 2 months ago. I guess I had been having some symptoms of it for a little over 3 years now but just kind of blew it off. My Doctor had thought it was a Virus, which it is, it is an Auto Immune Virus. There is no cure for it and I am stuck with it for the rest of my life.

So to start my treatment I am using a drug called Rebif. It has to be injected 3 times a week in a fatty area of my body. Lucky for me that is all I have! I have taken it for a month now and I think so far so good. I have my first follow up appt. with my Neurologist, Dr. Sullivan in 2 weeks.

Since being diagnosed not a lot has changed. I am still having some issues, mostly with sporatic joint pain. I can have good and bad days. I have not joined any kind of group as of yet. I am still trying to wrap my mind around everything. When I originally talked to Dr. Sullivan he said sometimes joining the MS support groups can be very depressing. Most of the people you meet there are in a bad stage of MS and can make people like myself think oh that could be me and give up. Many of my friends know that I have taken this very well. I was even joking atbout it when I first found out.

What has MS done to change my life? Not much. The guys at work have given me an out on soemthings but I don't want to be treated any different. There are going to be some days when people just need to leave me alone! I have had a few bad nights when I can't sleep because of my joint pain, headaches, etc....

I appreciate everyone's prayers and thoughts. Right now I am doing good. I will keep you all posted on what is happening. And other exciting things in my life... I am here to show that people with MS can lead normal lives (well normal for me) and we can be productive members of society.

Thank you again and tlak to you soon!